Hello, my Love...
This is from J's last photo play date before his little brother arrived. It was not a fun play date. It only lasted ten minutes before he looked at me and burst into tears, informing me that he missed his Daddy and just wanted to go home. I wasn't in the mood to push and decided it was best to let it go. It breaks my heart every time. You would think it would get easier, but it hasn't, and it has been even worse since Baby J got here. He misses you and his little heart is hurting, but I pray that God will help us make it through it and that time passes quickly...
By the way, this is not meant to make you feel guilty! We love that you get to serve the men and women that defend our country, and pray continually that the Lord will use you to be a blessing to them during this deployment. But just know that you are loved and greatly missed by your little man. I am afraid that the Lord may have made him tenderhearted like his mama!
Oh, how I love him. Even on the days when he seems impossible, which have been many lately. He is a bundle of energy like I have never seen. But he is so caring and affectionate, and such a good deployment buddy! I can't believe that the Lord gave him to us. I feel entirely blessed to be his mommy, even when I want to go and scream into a pillow haha! I love watching him grow and develop every day...he is such a stinker, and I LOVE it! So excited to see what God does in his little life and looking forward to the day he chooses to make Christ his Forever Friend.
Some of these photos are pretty melancholy in tone, but I grabbed a few with his beautiful smile and big, bright eyes! Seriously, you and I are blessed beyond measure...
We love and miss you, Baby!
All My Love,
Jessica
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